Poem: Untitled (I bought a ticket to Russia so I could do that dance in the snow) by Frank Stanford
Read by: D.C. Berman
Video by: Doug Lehmann
Hidden Water: From the Frank Stanford Archives published by Third Man Books
Born in 1948, Frank Stanford was a prolific poet known for his originality and ingenuity. He has been dubbed "a swamprat Rimbaud" by Lorenzo Thomas and "one of the great voices of death" by Franz Wright. He grew up in Mississippi, Tennessee, and then Arkansas, where he lived for most of his life and wrote many of his most powerful poems. Stanford died in 1978. He authored over ten books of poetry, including eight volumes in the last seven years of his life.
David Berman is an American poet, cartoonist, and singer-songwriter best known for his work with indie-rock band the Silver Jews. He can occasionally be found in Nashville, Tennessee, home of the Titans.
Chet and the Third Man Books team highly recommend that you read the poem and follow along with the text of the poem printed below. Check out the changes Berman makes. Are they conscious changes, improvisations, or mistakes?
You can purchase the special edition of the Stanford set - "Hidden Water" coupled with 2 broadsides, a facsimile Stanford notepad and Copper Canyon's collection of Stanford's work titled "What About This," exclusively from the Third Man online store here.
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U N T I T L E D (I BOUGHT A TICKET TO RUSSIA SO I COULD DO THAT DANCE IN THE SNOW)
I bought a ticket to Russia so I could do that dance in the snow
I saw a calf of miasmas run into barbed wire
I saw a child hang himself at a certain angle
So he could see his shadow a thousandfold
When I was seven I wrote a novel of apples and milk
That lamented the passing of a moonlike character one certain Debureau
And his coughing sidekick the Beast of ice
At night I rowed a blue guitar with swords through the bay
I made my way the gills turning pink in my shoes
Up the fearful symmetry of that stretch of anonymous water
I lent out my broom to the clandestine pollen
I laid my head in the prostitute’s lap
I interpreted the dementia of the cheerleader’s waist
Going to sleep in the dust was my only accomplishment my destiny
Drenched in the garden of slime and mistrusted mystery
I was accused of the odor of vengeance
The only friend I had I could trust froze in the clover
Through the valleys through the shadowy doorways through the merchandise
Of schoolrooms I go luminous a walking disaster
Forever fighting off dribbling flies that smell of mayonnaise and pencils
That whistle like officers of the law
Through the duration I made myself bleed in a gallop
I listened to the noise in the thistle of the dark
I kept moving undiminished and scorched
Holding a light to the egg
Slashed and weaving I pursue the murmuring cinders
I stagger through the familiar juices of the moon
As if I earned my living in a rodeo I ride down each tear
I pierce the ooze with a submerged kiss dug under contempt and despair
I assume the span of the figurehead’s breasts ravished to smithereens
I pass my time in Emily Dickinson’s outhouse
I pace through the dishevelment of the recluse’s lacuna
I scrawl on the mirror and peel oranges in the shepherd boy’s confessional
In the fall of the year I watch the meadows
Shivering like so many sorrel mares in heat
I lurk behind the canvas of the traveling picture show
Smelling of sardine’s Sara Bundy’s boiled coffee
Black is the color of the school marm’s hems pulled up like drapes
I wait my ticket the knife like a Pre-raphaelite suicide
Drunk on the ruined records of Dixie Hummingbirds
The black discs the Negroes sail over the levee
And shoot out of the sky with a hair triggered shotgun
Ive thought a long time about thepoem and its own merit… It is distinctly American…. Even Yankee if you will … In its delivery of flavor and smell and determination to correctly step down into the mire of truth as a declining cycle of all things once ideal… It builds rocks out of blunders and never mistakes the light of dusk for dawn…….. Frank Sanford knew his choices and played them with a poker face… DC reads this as a boy who tinkers with a gun… He knows it inspires awe yet may have forgotten to check the safety… Debureau becomes Delorean and officers become flowers… Sometimes we do what we must so that the regularly scheduled program goes on but there are times when we glide on air with wind looking for the wings on our back finding only a tshirt instead… Let me say thank you and praise you DC because you have reminded me of Vonnegut in this moment when thoughts take flight and imagination offers a silver lining from a silver jew! Fresh!
When was this recorded? The change that really stood out for me was flowers for officers, but I can’t decide whether it’s just because my own mind’s preoccupied with recent news or if D.C. Berman is experiencing that same preoccupation lately. Either way, it’s an interesting switch— What law would flowers enforce, man’s or nature’s? There’s such a huge difference, the latter so often seem so much more sensible than the former but both can be so easily misinterpreted. As for the poem, the lines “I saw a child hang himself at a certain angle / So he could see his shadow a thousandfold” ripped my heart right out.
DCB, miss ya . . .
This is a wonderful surprise! Thanks TMR!